Well I have tried finding ways to get what I wanted and nothing worked for me.
But.
Today I went to my oncologist. The chemo isn't working. The first type of chemo did in my kidneys so I am limited to what they can try next. If this next chemo drug doesn't work my prognoses is about 1 yr plus or minus. Depending on how aggressive the cancer gets.
The chemo will not shrink the tumor but will only slow it down. So my days of riding my motorcycle are over. If it does slow it down with no other problems popping up maybe, just maybe, my getting tired and out of breath will get better. If it does I will sell my motorcycle and get a small mill for myself. If it doesn't then all the money goes into the bank for the wife after I am gone. And I will start selling off what I do have.
Will know more by end of November if the chemo works or not.