Could you give a minute of prayer,, just one

Well it's about 6:15 am, just put two fentanyl patches on to hope I don't pass out in pain. I've been off the internal pain meds for a couple weeks. Getting ready to get dressed to go to see the pain specialist . I'm not feeling the best either it's been a bad time . My visiting Dr she rolled in the house yesterday in a wheelchair broke her ankle in several spots , pins plates and bolts in her now. We're using the patches dose, taking activa for my internal blocking problem. Before I get more of the oxycontin , I felt the best with that but not getting it till I'm better. Or I may just not use it .so ill see what the Jeff dr says today. Leaving at 7 so got to get pants on I hope.
That min can I beg for one today?? PLEASE
 
Hi
Not a lot to say, but thinking of you & hope you get better, pain is a B********d.
jeff
 
WELL IM NOT MUCH BETTER BUT AM A LITTLE . Dr is set up for more nerve blocks in May on the 16th . So now I'm still stuck down n out . Sore all over half deaf , losing my voice ,teeth breaking , living like a bird in a cage. Given water and very little food no sex shown very little respect at times. Son in law said can I sell all your stuff to get a down payment on a house. Not one iota of thought about those items . Many handed down father and grand fathers left to me the last male of the family name. We came to this town and state before it was a state.
So ill need a few more minutes of prayer over the coming weeks, this time I'm not allowed to take any pain medication at all the day of and after this next batch of shots. Ill be totally insane in pain if the shots don't work to well. Dear God please help me HAVENT I SUFFERED ENOUGH.
 
mark_f said:
I keep praying for you , my friend. I hope you get some relief.
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Thanks Mark, no one knows more then you what I'm going through. I daily keep you close to my thoughts and prayers . Sucks to lose the legs but I first lost mine at 23 years old , worked hard to get back but walked my way back into the wheelchair. So I was kind of happy I had the extra years of walking with a cane then two canes to forearm crutches to the wheelchair . Just the reverse graduation from my botched spine surgeries.
With time you will be a building your edm and more even the surface grinder we can build in home shops. God bless you mightily and grant years of love and life . Drugs and pain are taking a life from me , and none of it was my fault not one bit.
 
Silver having bee through a dislocated neck and being told I would not walk again I can only imagine you suffering. Sending prayers for a speedy recovery and a reduction in you pain.
 
Silver
I know what pain is and if I could no one would have to go through it. I will continue to pray and you must do some on your end. Believe with every bone in your body that you are feeling a lot better. Positive thinking is something we do not count on enough. When we think it, we feel and the relief will come. May the pain go on vacation. Feel better and get back to feeling good.
Nelson
 
NEL957 said:
Silver
I know what pain is and if I could no one would have to go through it. I will continue to pray and you must do some on your end. Believe with every bone in your body that you are feeling a lot better. Positive thinking is something we do not count on enough. When we think it, we feel and the relief will come. May the pain go on vacation. Feel better and get back to feeling good.
Nelson
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Sorry but I've been fighting pain for thirty plus years . I pushed thru more pain by will power then anyone can endure. When it hurts to take a deep breath you just can't believe it away. It's worse now because I'm not taking heavy meds , no more morphine. I'm using the fentanyl patch 50 mcg every two days. My Dr is trying to up the dose to 75 but the authorisation isn't being accepted because of the crackdown on opiates. So I'm hurting with almost no relief .
I was positive I'd never go back in a wheelchair too , that didn't work out I walked my into it. The leftovers from botched spinal surgeries by a butcher who got away with it. No cat scans or mris in 1979. I never did anything to deserve this lot in life. Now I'm in debt I can't pay to drs and hospitals up to $5,000 this month just my copays we don't have that kind of money never have . Hospitals are unforgiving there growing bigger all the time . Jefferson is taking over every little clinic and other hospital in the tri state area. They get us on SS by planning procedures at least thirty days apart so we get a $1,000 charge each time . My wife's so worried it's tearing us apart. Money's only good if you have it , figure it out forty years on ss disability isn't living pretty just barely making it is it.
 
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Silver
Our medical system needs a long needed overhaul. And the so called opiates abuse by damn drug abusers just wanting to get high. I am on several of the pain killers and it is working and one day I'm sure I'll be in your shoes. God blessed me with the ability to just turn it all off and go to sleep. I've been able to do it from almost the beginning of this body refusing to live with all it's part. I still have a time thinking about autoimmune disease and what they do to my body. I will mention you in my prayers that you and your will have some relief.
May you feel better.
Nelson
 
NEL957 said:
Silver
Our medical system needs a long needed overhaul. And the so called opiates abuse by damn drug abusers just wanting to get high. I am on several of the pain killers and it is working and one day I'm sure I'll be in your shoes. God blessed me with the ability to just turn it all off and go to sleep. I've been able to do it from almost the beginning of this body refusing to live with all it's part. I still have a time thinking about autoimmune disease and what they do to my body. I will mention you in my prayers that you and your will have some relief.
May you feel better.
Nelson
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Thanks Nelson, it's just super bad right now. My body is fighting still with the withdrawal from the drugs . So much so I'm not able to eat , even my coffee is losing . The one thing I still enjoy . I too keep all the members here in my prayers , pain , healing , protection , and needs.
And yes salvation , we in this country have traveled down the wrong rode for much to long , if lib dets have their way we will be slaves or dead. Sorry just my beliefs but history will prove it.
 
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